WEINSTEIN’S VERDICT WAS ANTISEMITIC BUT THE CHINESE ARE THE NEW JEWS BECAUSE THEY HAVE TOO MUCH SHIT
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this is really an old tattered response i’ve been cogitating on for some apparently “in the business” cat from LA, known in the wolfstreet comments section only as: “Change Machine”:
Change Machine, i lost heart in responding to you when i mentioned deep down in the comments section that i thought the weinstein ish was dangerously antisemitic. you said basically, “nah; the guy was an asshole who had it coming.”
hey, i’m eerily cool with People’s Justice On the Low, but that’s a colored girl’s perspective as when the authorities get called on our own it can be deadly. / so i’m a big proponent of some true and real payback when folks know the rules ahead of time of the game and wanna play. it’s street justice and apparently who really run things regarding why our packages have never ever been stolen all these years and now. we’re taken care of on the low.
so i get it even as i’m too squeamish to even cut raw chicken. i’m a pussy myself.
but weinstein was a blatant use of antisemitism–even among other self-hating jews—using it to cover both sides: NOW THAT JEWS ARE OBSTENSIBLY “WHITE” NOW ANTI-SEMITISM IS SO OLD ARCHAIC LIKE PERCEPTIONS OF COMMUNISM AND SOCIALISM, NOTHING WE DO CAN BE CONSIDERED ANTISEMITIC BECAUSE WE LET HIM HAVE ALL THAT MONEY AND POWER.
but on the other hand:
AND THUS BECAUSE JEWS ARE NOW GENERICALLY CONSIDERED “WHITE” AND PRIVELEGED (misspellings apply here even though this is no love letter… this is all shit no one is supposed to even see) anyhow AND BECAUSE JEWS ARE WHITE NOW EVERYTHING WE DO TO HIM OUT OF OUR CONTEMPT FOR HIM NOW THAT WE CAN’T USE HIM IN RETURN, YOU WILL ALL TAKE THIS AS A LESSON THAT WE’LL EVEN TAKE EVERYTHING FROM WHITE MEN AND PUT YOU IN JAIL FOR MAKING WOMEN WHO SOLD OUT AND REGRET HOW FUCKING SHITTY IT’S SUPPOSED TO MAKE YOU FEEL BECAUSE THAT’S WHY IT’S CALLED PRO CHOICE, RIGHT?
WHICH IS IT?…
SO WHAT WE DID TO WEINSTEIN APPLIES TO YOU ALL.
it was just like killing the black man first as that particular jew was the nigger again.
why’s no one lynching Ted Nugent for letting a 15 year old Courtney Love et al, with baby nubby titties suck his dick?
i actually think all this on weinstein is really payback for him fucking with Gwyneth. the ones actually claiming slow motion rape over years in court, are like getting capone on taxes. / gwyneth is america’s white girl incarnate since they lost grace kelly: she’s asexually virginal, blonde, skinny, pure, oblivious, slouchy… a head-tiltingly crooked self absorbed smile and …very vague and vapid.
anyhow, i was gonna write all this about weinstein and how i saw it as a twist, but i realized…
IT DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER.
i mean, while it seemed an obvious fucking example of antisemitism being used to lynch the man (the whole thing was a circus and a sham… embarrassing and sad… but sadness abounds EVERYWHERE now like mold and yeast)…
BUT why weren’t other jews saying so? i’ve got my own fucking problems and jews have hella way more money than me so fuck it. / at least weinstein had a great ride on the way up. / i’m one of the girls who had a line i wouldn’t cross because i believe my writing should come out of my actual ACTIONS… but sex was/IS only ONE of the many whorish slavish obsequious things a life in the arts or life in high tech fuck you AMERICA now pulls from you to tell bullshit stories about how strong we all are. it’s all kindsa fucked up.
class, y’all. /
i’m not digressing. we’re being pitted against each other so that our attention won’t be on who’s running this shit.
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…besides, Change Machine: i realized it didn’t matter because the jews seemed to be doing okay as yeah, the jews kinda DO own all the media don’t they? aren’t they doing okay? so then the term antisemitic is just a meaningless label. so what?
i don’t like that NEW laws and bizarre precedents are being set over anti fucking SEMITISM. then it’s about ALL of us on the books. / boop boop be doop. and that’s how i see it’s about us all. weinstein was said to have been shocked that this is america after he got sentenced…. yep, brother….
NOW YOU GET IT. you’re a nigger AGAIN. welcome back to the terrordome. jews haven’t been white that long.
so why do i care? am i a do-gooder?
hell to the fuck NO:
i’ve had over a half dozen altercations–as in been beat up three times and been thrown out of the YMCA over make white women “uncomfortable” ever since the hyper rabid gentrification of san francisco has brought the HEIGHT of White Girl Entitlement during this entire slave economy –BUT the most CHILLING moment i realized this shit is evil and for a scary moment i wondered if white folks WERE actually different in their bones was when i was dancing to old Puerto Rican music at carnaval and i let myself GO to the drums and beauty and a new little 3 year old white girl on the sidelines with her gentrifying rich mother was pointing to me after i was walking away from the little girl dance pit, she pointed at me and screamed after me, “MOMMY SHE TOUCHED ME!”
i turned and gave that little girl the most grown up “STEP OFF BITCH” look as if she were a grown woman calling for my lynching and i said low to her as i laughed evil deep laugh, “nah, Litte Girl / if i touched you, you’d KNOW.”
and her mom laughed nervously as i went on my way.
pray tell… how did a tiny little white girl barely out of her stroller learn this?
and this is an old ancient american PARADIGM playing out. and it’s bullshit and unholy.
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and i realized the jews for all their taking over the PBS and NPR stations with documentaries on how shitty the jews had it and how we should NEVER FORGET the holocaust, they seemed to not be remembering they’re doing the same shit to the palestinians.
and so i realized that with all this hyper awareness of history and all the wrongs, these “lessons” were time/place specific. meaning that you just put a funny pair of glasses with the big nose and moustache over your face and you think i don’t see it’s still THE SAME SHIT.
and if we’re going to compare anti-semitism of now to WW2’s version, well, then…. that’s where i realized
THE CHINESE ARE THE NEW JEWS.
and it’s not because of the coronavirus.
now that the world is completely retarded socially, everyone’s been waiting for an excuse to completely avoid leaving or touching each other.
it’s because americans are pissed at the influx of asians all over the country in general but regarding the chinese, folks seem to feel they own too much damn shit and i started seeing the vitriol on the low about their LANDLORDS.
but i think it’s related to who’s got the new tech jobs and how americans are feeling displaced from their own homes families LIVES.
that’s why i think everything has gotten too polarized and simplified. you cannot combat the hatred of asians by telling everyone to go eat chinese fucking FOOD to show your feel-good solidarity.
prejudice is bullshit in the first place so you can’t rationalize and drop trou’ and show if you’re circumcised or not or claim how long your family’s been here or that you’re not even asian you’re one of those squintier swedish people squinting at the sun like clint eastwood you’re in danger and it doesn’t matter because that’s the reason you don’t wanna be okay with red lining or shooting to kill black men out of fear it will eventually affect you directly.
but you can’t tell anyone that. especially not now.
i feel like it’s another distraction because who sold everyone out? who still does?
and why have the liberal elites branded open borders as the only KIND solution? is it fuck everyone else, we need cheap labor cheap shit?
america has NEVER EVER been about give us your poor tired huddled masses so’s we can cuddle ’em… it was give us your poor tired huddled so you can homestead so’s we can fuck the shit out of the indians then the newly-freed slaves and you and your children can take the shitty jobs of everyone else here who’s too uppity and wants living wages and weekends and lives.
illegal nannies or H1B visa folks are fucked now too.
and feminism has become a subset of capitalism because it’s not about better lives for everyone anymore (was it ever REALLY??? Audre Lorde was hip to the bullshit early on) / it’s i want all the shit too.
and capitalism is FINE with feminism because it’s all about getting more of the shit, only now it’s RICH WHITE women. poor women will still be working four part-time jobs and suckling babies in broken down mini vans in front before a shift.
so we’ll have fake diversity and cheap shit but nothing will change.
we’ll just be more focused as we are less distracted neuters by sex life family… and we just WORK. Camille Paglia called this out decades ago.
it’s CLASS.
but in the meantime the chinese will do to distract us. do i worry it’ll go like the last jewish holocaust. nah. but i’m still half insane as i can’t wrap my head around the fact that shit got the way it IS.
i don’t get ANY of this.
so Change Machine, it doesn’t matter that whatever happened to weinstein is antisemitic. it’s
already happening to all of us and we’re too aspirated and americanized to form and fight together. they crushed everything even back when we still knew how to have families and organize and have friends and meet girls and boys at dances and giggle without fucking after hello.
it doesn’t matter if it’s intersex or transphobic because he’s got a vagina penis thing going on it doesn’t MATTER. /
but the reason i think americans and other westerners really resent asians is because they actually still have FAMILIES and the financial power that comes from pooling your monies together.
we can barely afford our own shitty fucking rents anymore and people don’t even know their grandparents anymore after a generation or two in the states. the states is acid to family and connection.
so i think people hate that the Chinese seem to be the only rich, popular kids laughing at the lunch table.
do i feel that way? well, i’ll admit i’m a lot less afraid of chinese restaurants, chinatown or the coronavirus than i am of having a chinese landlord but i fear everyone now because no one seems to remember it doesn’t have to be this shitty.
i only fear REITs more. new rich hungry looking anyone. i fear machinery. i fear that we have finally become machinery.
i fear just about everyone now to be honest with you. /
i used to have screaming fights with my white irishy landlord but now i hug him whenever he comes around because …the devil you KNOW. one dude who can at least look me in the eyes.
this is also why i’m one of those people who would think a few times about going on dates with transgender people. i’ll fuck men women dogs anyone who looks deep into my eyes and i’ve got a connection with. but sex and learning how to be any GOOD at sex with men women or dogs is a lot of learning and work and patience and individual people’s personalities can be enough of a fucking pain in the ass without adding a whole new set of directions and problems. hey, that’s why i cut out women. we can be magical but we’ve been using all our superpowers for plastic high heels we have to file the plastic seams down on.
but it’s the scarring. i’d prefer to be with a natural intersex person than a scarred up person hopped up on hormones and ovaries that fuse together and all sorts of unintended consequences.
but i feel the same about plastic surgery, too.
the scars aren’t just on the skin when you hate who you were born as… the scars to me are all over your soul and i don’t have the emotional capacity to deal with ALL that as i’ve got plenty of other issues to navigate just with my own jacked up knee.
so it’s really just pragmatism for me on whittling down my preferences. and men are so …not easy. they’re GRATEFUL. nowadays you say thank you to a man for holding open the door, he looks about 8 years old and shines like the motherfuckin SUN. it shows how they’re treated elsewhere when they’re too fucking grateful for a little smile and kindness.
so anyhow… i’m too old to wanna be a beginner again and after knowing women too much i won’t even mess with another woman again because life is too short and while i love squishy warm soft pussy i don’t love it THAT much. / that’s where i have to cave to my weakness of occasional dalliances in online girl/girl porn. or memories of turning down my best friend hitting on me but i wussed out and pretended i didn’t understand even as she’s at my feet fucking her squishy self with a rubber dildo she found on the floor of her shitty apartment building’s elevator in cherry hill new jersey where i learned from the jews how to never forget.
the secular jews were my friends, they were the poorest most tolerant folks in the world.
my foster father was a funny short fat jewish guy who taught me about old borscht belt comedians and got a living room full of toys for tots from the military / but instead of dressing like santa and giving them away he listened to loud yelling AM talk radio, sweated a lot against his plastic station wagon seats, and sold toys all year at the flea market.
my high school guidance counselor yelled down the halls that i forgot my diaphragm in his office and whenever some of us girls stood behind him he rubbed his bald head between our tits and it was hella FUNNY. and i’m hardly traumatized: he helped me graduate early from school with all my group home problems and D grades. he taught me the art of jujitsu energy and using energy against itself and not yourself.
anyhow, nah… i don’t fuck dogs. my cousins’ english or irish setter licked my chocha a few times after i got out of a shower once and i was running around naked ’cause no one was in the apartment. i was too afraid to move at first because i was young and thought he was gonna eat me alive. / but it was scary and exciting. / and that’s one of the things i regret stopping and wish i hadn’t stopped…
and i fantasized a more recent big marmaduke dog this guy has i’ve seen around town. but it was because i was having sex with him and i heard he was a jehovah’s witness so in my fantasy i freaked him out by going, “here! watch THIS!”
and i wondered: “does he love his dog enough to be happy for him? or would he think i’m a freak and toss me out?”
but he’s a jehovah’s witness and for someone as evil as me, that’d be like having sex with some completely OTHER biological creature and i don’t even wanna DEAL. / so it’s not just inverted penis vaginas that have me reaching for crib notes.
kissing each person needs all new crib notes.
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so there, Change Machine. that was mostly for you. / it doesn’t matter after all. none of it.
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